15.$110!!!!!!!

money..money.. haihz~~~thanks to my mistake..now onli left quarter of my allowance..=.=...i went to "restock" my phone credit...so i went to place where they sell credit..so i said i wan 30 bucks hotlink..n the lady ask me..direct or card?..i said direct..direct means i key in my hp no n send straight to my phone..n so..i key in my no..my phone no is 0173751980...n in quick motion..i jz key 0173521980...n the lady said..confirm?..n u noe me lah..i jz say "yea yea"..n soooooooooooooooooo..i waited..n waited..n waited..fer the msg to recieve..n guess wat..NO!!!it didnt!!..so lady show me the no. OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! is the wrong no..i was actually thinking of my BROs no.!..his 1st 3 no is 352 n my last 4 no is 1980..oh gosh!!..n guess wat..the no is VALID!!

dat means ade org sudah ambik my duit..n so the lady ask me to cal the fella..n i said i cant call d/t my credit expire..n so she ask me to put 5 bucks 1st..n so i PAID 10 bucks..oh! the 30 bucks..i paid using 50 bucks..n so i lost about 60 bucks..n so i called the fella..n he pick up..i said.."harlo..sorry ya, jz did u recieve a 30 dollar credit?"n he said yes..i cont."izit ok fer u to send back the money to me?"..n guess wert..the line werent clear..he put down the phone..=.=..

so i txt him..stating the same thing again..n he reply.."saya tak faham BI" OMGOSH!!!wat in the world?...then i CALLED him again toking in BM!..from wat i hear..he in an indon..so same thing again..n in the end.he agree to sent back the money to me..so i waited n waited n waited at the counter there..waited n waited n WAITED..i got really fed up..i call him again..BUGGER!! HE DIDNT PICK UP THE PHONE..he rejected it!!!!!!

fine..in the end i told the lady..sorry lah..i dun wan to wait..i paid another 50 bucks!!..n now i have lost 110 bucks!!*sob**sob*i was realy frus..so i told to myself..i wait fer another hour..see will he send it to me..n guess wat NO!..so i told my mum..im so going to call him EVERY 20 mins until he pick up..but in the end..i didnt do it..my mum ask me to tell him a very sad story stating im poor, im a student have to "pay" rent n stuff...i need it..making a crying sound..=.= swt..like i will do dat!?..no way..drama queen..=.=

n yea..tml im DEFINENTLY going to call him AGAIN!!!im so going to disturb him till he give back my MONEY!!!..my bad my bad..=.= ARGH!! im so frus at myself!..bcoz d/t dat..i cant buy xmas present..n i have not enuf money fer xmas deco fer xmas rally..so..i..err..had..to...err...kinda..beg...my mum to give advance allowance from next month Jan '09..n she agree..pheww...

yea..im still angry at myself..really..i really wan to bang my silly old head on the wall rite now..haihz..did i mention im going to call him again the next day?..mayb i do it every 20 mins to annoy him..hehee..me evil;)...YES!!IM GOING TO CALL DAT FELLA AGAIN N AGAIN N AGAIN UNTIL HE GIVE ME BACK MY 30BUCKS!!although i bet he had use it adi..=.=ignorant, inconsiderate FELLA...WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaa..i wan to cry!!..*sob**sob*i saved his number..n i put his name under"CREDIT THIEF"

*sob**sob*..ja..nee~~*sob**sob*

14."taping"

it all happen today at HTAR..TODAY..when i was in so good mood bcoz i have done all neurology case study at last..n so i n my fren went back going towards our cars..when suddenly!!
WAT THE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...no dats not my car..:)

YES IT IS!!..dats my lovely beloved poor car!!!...i cant even look at it!!!

i got HIT RUN accident..i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo really damn piss..well..l8r on..i thnk back..aiyah nvm lah..but my heart still says..screw dat fella who did it..CHICKEN!!!..aRgH!!!

but now im chilled..im chilled..Thank God my fren were there wif me..n THANK GOD..my fren called me to gimme my pendrive came to the car park area to pass it to me..n they were there wif me throughout..

so..i was thre standing wif my fren like lepak-ing at the hosp car park area..while waiting fer help to come..yea..we were chilling..n discussing about the hosp car park probz..

seriously..take my ADVICE.. NVR EVER GET ADMITTED TO HTAR(Hospital Tengku Ampuan Rahimah)!! NVR EVER!!>.
well Thank God..help came..n one of my physio's husband came to help me..n he jz a simple tool..TAPE;) physiotherapist..NVR EVER LOOK DOWN ON TAPING!..it works..even proven on cars adi..;) heres wat he did!
is all back to new!!..awww..so sad..my poor lovely beloved "injured" car..well sumtimes mechanics no need to use sum bombastic tool..n this POWERFUL TAPE dat this hosp x-ray dept have..[fer once im complimating the hosp] manage to stick it back!! wOO-hOO~!!

well..actually this hit-run accident didnt happen 1st time in HTAR..is the 3rd TIME!!..yesss..3RD TIME!!

1st:well..is a slight dent..but dun look down on it..when i wan to open the door..i cant open it adi..it was stuck...see..

2nd..: the same place as todays, the front bumper was knock oso...

3rd..TODAY!!..>..<..oh well..malaysians mah..malaysians are liddat..is a fact!!although im a malaysian..but i have to admit..we, malaysian are liddat!! ja-ne>.

13.voice of truth

Voice Of Truth by Casting Crowns

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
To the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out his hand

But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. 'Boy, you'll never win!'
"You'll never win"

Chorus
But the voice of truth tells me a different story
And the voice of truth says "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a Sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again "boy, you'll never win!
"You'll never win"
[Repeat Chorus]

Bridge
But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

nice song..;) it really encourage me alot..fantastic song

ja-ne~~

12.goreng pisang or pisang gooreng

hmmmm....at last after the 1 weeks of holiday fer deepavali..im refreshed!..emphasizing '-ed' yes holiday ended last 2 weeks ago..n i have 3 more weeks to go!! WOOHOO!!..n then..im FREE!!! the whole 2 n half month in klang..i have not been doing my part as a student at all..im supposed to find 2 case study and do presentation..complete my stupid log book..=.=..damn..so many things..3 more weeks..n i havent even started yet at all..

change subject..b4 my holiday i recently got addicted to this certain food in HTAR..[note: the food there totally sux..not to be racist or nething..but all malay food..]newayz..so the certain food im mentioning is..FRIED BANANA!!!..seeeedaaaaaaaaaappppppp giillerrrrrr~~.. so, i bought it like everyday single day..n it onli 1 buck fer 3!!..jz enuf fer me!!...here;s the pic



oh gosh..im salivating rite now!!

n yess..after my holiday..i didnt miss nething about the hosp..not even one single physio..[who will, they are so obnoxious and screwed ppl>.<, we have to put up our "beautifu"l FAKE smile to them..]..n YES!!..u guess it rite!..i onli missed..i repeat..MISSED onli the FRIED BANANA!!!

VIVA BANANA!!!

ja-ne~~~

xmas rally is coming and VBS is coming..havent done anything yet..n this week preparing SS lesson..haihz~ gambateh ZHENG!!

11.jz follow the wind

have u ever been a situation when u dunno how to go to a destination by driving n sumhow u jz reach ur destination sumhow...?

well..i did! it happen last friday, i was going to have dinner wif my coll mate at subang jaya after work, we were going to eat at sakae sushi..>.<>.<..so..i went along wif the plan without knowing where to go n wat way to use.. so i drove n i pass the 1st toll..[i was wif a fren oso] so jz drove n drove until i saw the road says SHAH ALAM..so..okie..i turn into shah alam..n thanks to my fren..who jz told me the rite way by using federal highway..[his girl jz sms him] i was abit..=.=..now onli u say..u pig!..as i was about to scold him..he pointed out.."there, lebuhraya persekutuan"..oh!i was so relief...so i jz drove straight onli..n keep on looking at the signbourd..n my fren keep on saying..keep turning,, follow the KL way..[btw he oso dunno how to go]..so i jz keep on turning to KL route..after many anoymouse turning...i sumhow reach PLUS highway..FUYO!..entah macam mana lah..in my heart i keep praying to God.. n i drove straight again..n Praise the Lord..i saw the signboard says..SUBANG JAYA!!..wahh..~ wat a relief..so..i took the subang jaya way..n keep driving..n then..i saw to way..subang sumthing..n pusat bandar subang jaya..n is a to splint way road..crap!..i dunno which wan then.. i jz play my luck n i took the 1st turning to pusat bandar, i think, cant remember.. n i jz drove again..n guess wat.. I REACH SUBANG PARADE!!!..WOO-HOO!!..n i reach safely too!!yeay!!..n the whole journey onli took a few minutes!!.hahaha!!yeay n today i was going back home from wrk..i actually found the rite way to subang jaya..=.= swt!!! oh well..is a exprecience fer me then>.< haahaha!!

ja-ne~~

10.clinical posting

due to dl sum anime, my comp is no currently moving darn slow..n is really annoying me rite now>.<..but oh well..great thing fren who went to sarawak fer posting..catching up, wats going on in hospital n in the physio dept. n of coz..checking out any cute doctors n medical students>.<>.<>.<

ja-ne~~~

9.i'm yours

i'm yours by jason mraz

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours

well..i recko this song to u guys..i really like this song alot..it sound so country like..i lub it alot^^

does anyone have this song??..email me da song^^~~~my email is...: phoebe_gemini@h.com or purple_phoebe3105@y.com

if anyone have the song crossing over by sity harvest church..can oso send to me kah??

8.silence...

silence...................jz pray silently....











we will meet each other again in the Kingdom of God...

7.wats wat??

ermmm..i really dunno how to start.. i hardly update..n nowadays nth excites me at all this whole week...cept when im in collage and at home wif dad n mum[im not mama's girl=.=]

i realize i kinda abit change towards certain ppl.. which is my friends.. ermm.. i dunno wats going on..but i think is me lah.. mayb i dun really social alot dats y ppl dun take me seriously or tok to me or like having a girly tok.. well.i use to have..but i JZ DUNNO..

im now more closer to my collage friends..N i really realize sumthing.. when we go to sum where else n meet to new frenz.. like me when im in high skwel..im really close to my high skwel frenz..n now i hardly keep in contact.. maybe is jz me making no effort kuah..or i cant think of conversation..or we dun have similiarity..i think is me loh..i love all frenz..no matter who they are..which group..we are still frenz.. but i really think is my problem loh.. mayb this really hunts me long time ago during my NS makes me like this being like distance..towards frenz i have not keep in contact..

well..wat happen in NS really impact me alot especially wif the term "friendship"..i didnt share this to nebody. i befrended a girl who also from KL..we both were going fine..real fine.. n one day i accidentally UNCONSIOUSLY said sumthing which sumhow she got offended..i said im REALLY sorry..explaining to her..n the next thing she ignore me completely.. she didnt forgive me[she's a christian] soo..okayy..i jz gave her space..n we got distance.. n so one day i confronted her..n she told me she forgave me n she ask me shut my mouth n dun tok... well dat really hit me.. i was kinda shock..n i jz walk away..feeling hurt, rejected.. the reason i tell nebody about this..is bcoz i cant bring myself to say..bcoz.. i feel very pressured especially at church...i dunno~~~i really DUNNO!!!

i feel more comfertable wif my family..but recently im really upset wif one of brother.. since hardly nobody see my blog..so i jz telling it out..bcoz is killing me inside..im jz feeling down about this recently..really upset about my brother.. i finally managed to tell my close coll fren, jamie..it kinda free me abit, although she jz smile n nvr say nething, i feel a lil bit better:)...

im saying dat..when my bro didnt come back from sumwhere, his frenz will come to me n ask where is he? dats the FIRST thing ask me.. i said he is still at dat place.. n they jz walk off.. or when he is not at certain place n im there fer practice..his fren come to me n ask him again..seldom they ask about me..which im grateful fer dat..the reason i feel pressure..is i feel ppl noe me as im his sister..i mean dats wert i feel lah..im not blaming them..afterall they all are close.. is fine loh.. i dun mind.. as long i help them, remember their bday, or nething..im fine bcoz im their frenz too.. i dun care if they dun remember my bday..i dun care.. but my bro bday jz recently last week over..b4 his bday even come they even tok about it oledi..this really make me sad loh.. they remember him n i sumhow feel push away from them..i jz brush it off..do noe sumthing..non of his fren didnt wish me but onli one person which im really grateful about it..am i not their fren too? at times i really wan to cry but i jz hold up.but today i jz cry loh..let it out..

the other thing about my bro is.. he hardly spent time wif us FAMILY!!!..friday he come back, nite he oledi go out fer mamak..nvm..since friday my house got CG..saturday..morning till afternoon..he go out again..till late nite..morning..onli me, mum[sumtimes at home], dad goes to work..he is a great christian..n i really admire him dat he go to prayer meets, n TU without fail..but after dat..he will go out n eat dinner wif them..n onli me, mum n dad will be having dinner together..sunday, we all go to church, n lunch..he follow his frens again fer lunch..n me follow my parents..do u see it?..he didnt spent time wif us family.. n dat really make me really piss off, angry wif him.. i see my fren relationship between their siblings..im REALLY JEALOUS!!yes i admit im jealous...y cant he be the same like them..or do the same thing as them..[do u noe sumthing, i nvr had a face to face tok to him, if got oso..last like how long??]im really happy when he gave me presents n i keep them very carefully..the most precious thing he gave me was this necklace he get from me from china..n WITHOUT fail i wear it all the time..no matter where i go..n when ppl ask me where did i get this nice necklace..i will proudly say is from him..n i like to see my frenz smiling at me, saying ur bro is so nice.. im jz so really sad dat i cant stop crying now..well wat can i do..? is him..afterall..i cant force him..i feel like i dunno who is he oledi..he hardly at home..well wat to do he is studying mah..but when he is at home..he is REALLY hardly at home..which my mum jokingly said..this house is like a hotel to him..

im really happy when he have holiday or sem break where he stay at home all the time..i really like it..i jz..dunno..i feel..upside down..well..mayb dats the reason i dun really tok to him..onli when i ask him things..i wonder he remember dat we all family going out fer dinner together to celebrate his belated birthday..n i feel bad dat i didnt wish happy birthday to him face to face..i really felt bad..i jz onli msg him..[bad zhizheng huh?]bcoz i was really upset about this!!being around wif his frenz now..i..feel..different..

n being feeling distance wif my frenz..mayb im jz a LONER..past still hunts me..shut my mouth..wat i scared the most? REJECTION...i cant take rejection..i'll breakdown..n me..i think im not really socialize nemore.. i think i prefer to be alone..but sumtimes i cant stand it..i walk away..dats wat i do after TU..or nething..i jz cant bring myself...im more to homely type..well..my bro use to..but now..i dunno~~ppl see me normally..but actually inside..is different..

im not blaming my frenz..but im blaming myself......................................i am GRATEFUL to have frenz..im not complaining...telling wat i feel..n i feel better abit....but i sumhow feeling bad n guilty too..

signing out...

6. all about langkawi part 2

at last..i got a full nice connection again to update my blog..i cant enter in bcoz of the internet in langkawi is sooooooooooooo slow...especially the place i stay..haihz.. i have to go all the way to starbucks to use the WiFi..=.= newayz..

continueing my observation during my stay at langkawi..

well..since langkawi is a tourist site, u see lots of ang moh men mah.. well indeed i seen many young cute hot men!!!...few at the beaches..super duper hot n cute lehhhhhhhhhhh...i saw one in pasar mlm!! really handsome leh!!haihz..once im back in kl...i nvr get to see them nemore...well at least i have them in my mind oledi..sudah snap pic wif my eyes adi n process it in my brain^^ hohoho~~

n oh! oh!..i see lots of GAY MEN around l'kawi..yuck!! i saw one in pasar mlm last wed n they were holding hands in public[esh!tak malu] n so..of coz i dish out my HP but it was to late..they stop at one stall..n were choosing belts together..haihz..i stoood there n waited for them to move n hold hands..i waited n waited..i got tired i walk away..haihz..

guys in l'kawi nvr seen girls wearing sleeveless b4..they see n go around doing the kiss kiss sound n start saying.."ah moi"[=.=]jz last week, me n my fren to the beach jz to relax ani..so we went abit futher then the normal we usually atop at..n there's a bunch of idoitic guys trying to call us..but of coz we dun care lah..we simply ignore n jln terus..so at last we stop at sum shady place..n drank our vodka^^..few minutes l8r..they actually walk one round n pass us, saying "eh..kita boring lah..ah moi boleh join tak?" wah liow..sudah my mood so good..go n spoil it..we summore ignore them..at last they walk away..few minutes later, one of the guys came n tok to us, asking can they join n they are bored..BORED my butt!! they are playing football lah! go n play wif ur frenz n stop bothering us!..n so we jz didnt say nething..i n my fren jz walk away from there n went to waterfall..nice^^n cont to drink our vodka..lalalalala~.. he was toking to us in malay n i wanted to say to him "oh sorry..wat are u toking about? im not malaysian, im japanese" my fren wanted to say in mandarin" dui bu chi, im from china, im not malaysian" wth..i wanted to say dat..wanna see his face expression..:P hehee!!

newayz..dats all for now lah..but dats all im gonna say about l'kawi so far..stayed there almost like 2 months adi..haihz..getting use wif life there adi..but oh well..too bad..coz..

IM BACK IN KL ADI!!!! yeap! im back in KU-A-LA LUM-PUR!!!^^ since yesterday evening..lol!!! so happy to be back~~dats all fer now~~

ja-ne~~~

5. all about langkawi -part1-

i notice sumthing while i driving around langkawi for the pass 3 weeks..make dat 4[soon to be]

i really hate how the citizens drive there..is super annoying..here are few example:

1. they super last minute signal n i have to break instantly

2. they drive VERY slow..as though their grandfather own the road...=.=

3. turn in super slow..slower than a tortoise...we biasa turn in we go 2nd gear..but they turn in 1st gear..dat makes me have to stop for the traffic light for the 2nd time..

4. they have "no" law on roads..seriously...really!!

5. on the road..the lane dah lah one ani..the motor take like the car space..they dun have a lane for motor like KL.. so when i see one motor taking one space of a car..i simply cut them..

basically when i drive i have been complaining alot about this till i forget wat i wan to type adi..ade byk..but i cant remember...but this is the main points..

i dunno izit me dat i like to drive fast, or im so use to KL road where i sumtimes speed.. or the langkawi citizens jz being liddat...

well..dats more on langkawi..which i noticed loh.. all the time i come here to holiday ani..now..is different..

preview: langkawi men/guys.. are super kolot/old fashion
ang moh^^

ja-ne~~

4. bored bored bored bored....

YEAY!!!! i manage to get into my blog adi!!! after for 3 weeks..of trying to enter into this blog..yeay!!..

hmmmmmmmmm...well..im still in langkawi..having my weekend holiday... nth much..bored..everyday have been bored...cant do much but jz going to beaches n waterfalls...haihz..

im now in my 3rd week of posting..n i have 7 weeks of posting to go..i seriously cant wait to go back to KL...going to langkawi for few days or weeks..is nice lah..but staying here for 2months, is way to much..dah lah langkawi small..i went the whole place in like 2 days adi..haihzzzzzzzzzzzz........

here..the food cut throat..yea..i noe is duty free..but..KFC n MCD very expensive..KL cheaper..haihz..one X-Meal is oledi 10 bucks adi!! go mamak makan, 5 bucks jz fly away mcm itu..haihz...expensive expensive..

when come back from here..the duty free island i put up pics:)

ja-ne~~

3. neurology....~~

God's Promise~The Rainbow~

saw dat rainbow when i was my way back from coll...lovely..sorry for the very bad quality pic..but im using a phone cam..

i jz recently realize sumting..i love neurologY!!! is fun~~~~~
neuro, neuro, neuro...^^

btw..this 2 months..i will not be free to update my blog coz im going to langkawi for posting!! hohoho!!

ja-ne~~!

2. sugoi ne~!

recently.... i jz DL-ed a japanese show..alah u noe me lah.. jpn these n dat..=.= typical me~~ i jz dl this jap show call hana-kimi.. well from an manga i read n a taiwanese show i watch last yr..=.=

well thx to my mum, she was watching sum jap show too..which i have no interest..i sum how was looking through the list of show they have in the website.. is in www.mysoju.com [p.s: anyone who is a korean drama freak, i reckon u to go to this webby..=.=]

so newyz..so i click unto hana-kimi, since i know wats all about, i nvr ever seen live action of the manga i like so much..so yea i watch one part of it ani..jz to see how izit..
n then!!! i show the actor i most most most most "adore" him!!!!!! he is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hot!!! previously saw him in Prince of Tennis Live Action[my fav manga n anime^^] and his name Yuu Shirota!! omg~~~

TADAAA!! dats him in Prince of Tennis!! *sigh~~* btw i did not go to this website called asianhunk.net =.= i went to search yahoo images.. thank you very much..

n this is him in hana-kimi!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! he is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HOT!!!..

so well since i was "gaga" over him..well.. i tot i would go for sum "research"...i went to wikipedia[love dat webby, can search lots of things, my anime source] n sumhow i saw dat he has a blog~~!!! YIPEE!!! well..okayyyyyy..i click on it..n then i saw his other pic.. *sweet!!*
n i scroll down.. OH-LA-LA!!..

he is like a TYPICAL LA-LA CHAI dat u can see KL!! more specific, SG. WANG!! he goes around n tae pic of himself which reminds me of sum la-la chai trying to do sum kawaii look..well..he does look cute in sum pic though..but but..is sooooooooo ewwww~~ so the la-la~~

n i hate la-la ppl~~ sea ppl...brrrrrrr..im cold~~i expected like sum cool, silent, hot, handsome guy.. sebaliknya..i see la-la pic!! even now i wan to mussel, and la-la..=.=

but i love him in hana-kimi though..but i dun really like him POT..he doest smile..yuck~! tra-la-la~~...la-la again..=.=

dats all~~ till then i post sumthing^^

ja-ne~~

1. My 1st entry blog in BLOGSPOT!=)

ello..rite..has u are curios "y on earth i, zhizheng wanna change to blOgspOt?" well..thanks to my lovely old blogger website..FAULT!!! i cant bloody go into my blog!!.. MY OWN BLOG!!..i CAN'T ENTER!!..aRgH!!!..not dat im complaining..but..oh nvm..forget about [www.xanga.com/zhengstar]
it does not exist anymore in my mind..=.= thou shall not ask me about dat "ex"-blog of mine^^

well..is been long since i updated..[...............]or rather..blogged.. i decide to put sumthing wat happen in today's entry..

today i jz feel great!! God has really shown His power to me!!=) well..as u guys noe dat im going for posting soon adi..on the 7th of april.. i was kinda sad dat i cant get a hospital to go..well i seems like i jz heard my new coll rules dat [no hospital---> drop on sem(p/s: DUN GO TO MAHSA] bugger betul loh..well, my "darling" coll was SUPPOSED to be the one providing hospital list for us, students..but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooo... they are so damn bloody lazy to find for us..n when we find, my "lovely" HOD ask.."y so far?? we are not going there to evaluate u!" ok loh! fine..THEN Y DUN U GO FIND A HOSPITAL FOR US!! then u sit around in ur office n tok if the datuk-datin..=.=bugger, babi betul..[p/s: sorry..im kinda angry, i tend to say this kind of words..^.~]
so i was kinda anxious about it..i have been praying about it..praying dat God will provide me a hospital for me to go, no matter where..n i send emails to my church youths to pray for me..
n well indeed!! i received news yesterday, Putra Specialist Center is accepting students to go to!! AMEN! PRAISE THE LORD!! but plz continue to pray for my coz, i onli can go there on 4th week of my posting week..so the 1st 3 weeks, my lecturer is finding a hospital for us to go too..yeay!.. im really glad!! n God has PROVIDED for me..Thanks alot Father!=)

well, dats my very first point dat i wanted to up 1st!! wanna share my good news to peeps=) how awesome God is=D

lemme ask u sumthing..have u ever smell fart b4?..lol no, im serious~ have u ever?..well im sure, u smelled a random fart when u are in class or tuition.. or mayb ur VERY own fart~~LOL!!
well..today, in class, i've smelled the MOST HORRIBLE, DISGUSTING FART EVER!! seriously..is not like one place, like one spot liddat..is like THE WHOLE CLASS CAN SMELL IT!!..oh gosh..u can imagine, my whole class was like wanna die~i nearly died of suffocation!! it was soooooooooooooooooooooo HORRIBLE!! lemme make it simple... 3 ppl, one ate onions, n the other one ate potato, and the other one ate petai!.. n 3 of them farted at the same time!! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~~~~ i cant even breath!! i wanted to shout "sumbody farted" in the class...but it was too smelly dat i cant even tahan, i quickly wrote down n shown it to my fren..jz imagine..is sooooooo horrible, u jz wanna get out, u cant tok, u cant breath..gosh..is like u smell 3x of ammonia! YUCK!! i want to vomit and faint..

hmmmmmmmm...satisfied~ i will uploading sum pic, i have been taking today..till then

ja-ne~~